I am here again.  I have not much progress with my Japanese, I need more discipline getting the sentence structures in.  Something is blocking me.  I wonder why? Good night, may the answers be in my dreams.

Life's good.  Something better is on the way, I can just feel it.  So I am hanging on.  I remember the days I used to hang upside down because of  the bullet lodged in my head.  Much of it is gone now.  Grew right out of the roof of my mouth.  God was with me, that faithful day.  Thank you.

I am alive.   I remember banging electrons to get gravity waves.

I've come to feed my fishes.  Absolutely nobody reads my blog.  Nice! Game theory can be applied to many a statistical process. Consider a radioactive atom as alive and has many optional paths  to take in the next stage of its existence. It can emit such a particle and itself mutate to that nucleus or it can emit this other energy packet and mutate to that other nucleus.  Each of such path is govern by a probability. Taken all into consideration in a game matrix and given equilibrium, the half life of that radioactive substance can actually be calculated.  Yes, calculated theoretically!  And given experimental data on half-life, a radioactive process can actually be broken down further into different paths.  Thank you for listening.

More songs tomorrow.  I think I'll start a book of hooks. I still think it is possible to write a melody down without using music notations.

I am back.  Much to do about nothing. Let's face it my life is plainly exciting.  Except maybe, for those who are very much concerned with what I can and cannot remember.  Tsk, tsk, tsk.

And absence makes the heart fonder.  I did not pay my bills!  Help.  Good afternoon, how's work.  I have none.

Sunday, bills to pay tomorrow.  And life goes on.

Many things have not come to be in my life.  I think I'll pick a few and start again.  Thank you for listening.

Good morning, the coming days promise much excitement. New ship from India, let's game on!  Actually, I've done much already,  all that is left are just more songs.  C'est la Vie.

I did neither, no job hunting, no songs but I did fix my headphones.  And no, life is not easy for me. I have read once that some think I get things around me easy.  It is not true.  My HexaCore works way harder than anyone else.  Where I get my HexaCore?  Worked hard for it.  Tomorrow then.  Good night.

Good morning,  this indeed is my diary.  I think I'll get a job, then work on song writing.  All this will take me through the day.  For a moment there I sold milk.

I have just added fish.  Nice!  All 8 of them.

It just occurred to me that I don't have to expect anyone to read my blog other than myself.  I have been to other blogs, this one make me feel lonesome.  For some reason, with the interface pages and the actual blog page and the blog pages of others, there's a gripping sense of loneliness.  Where are the rest of the people on this blog site?

Then again, if I am just talking to myself, who cares.  Have a nice day.

This is the start of a good thing.  一个好的开始！